As much as I love seeing all the back to school pictures, it breaks my heart to think of how Addie would of been a kindergartner this week. I cant help but wonder how much life would be different, where we would be living, what school would she go to, would she of liked the bus rides or would I drive her to school, what book bag would she of picked out and what school supplies. I wonder who her teacher would of been and what her friends would of been like. I wonder what clothes she would of picked for her 1st day of school and what I would pack for her lunches. I wonder so many things but this week especially been hard, then I saw this poem about kindergarten in Heaven and thought thought that would be amazing and how lucky she would be if its really like that up there.